In life, we are always making decisions, some decisions, people don't like, some decisions people want you to make you don't like. My heart is pounding because I decided several years ago I wanted a tattoo and finally I got it. The scary part is that I just "told" my parents...it may have been in an email but I better express myself in writing than trying to tell them in person or over the phone. No big deal right? I turned 24 on Friday, I have a house with my fiance, I have a full time job, I can make my own decisions...well I am a person that cares a LOT about what others thing, especially my parents, so now that I sent the email, there's no going back and I can't relax. It will drive me crazy! I absolutely love my tattoo, it means the world to me, there's no way I'd take it back, but that does not keep me from being crazy nervous. UGH....I drive myself crazy!!
As far as my wedding goes, I can't decide fully on my wedding party. I have 3 girls for sure, they were and will be a part of it, but these past few days I have really been considering asking my sister to stand up. I love my sister, but we've always had an interesting relationship, never SUPER close, but always there for one another. The other issue with adding her, which isn't a huge issue, but Chad would have to consider if he'd want to add a 4th guy. Just something we'll have to figure out.
I just needed to get that off my chest, I hope everything works its way out. I can't even type right now....my backspace key is getting a workout.
Happy Monday everyone....
